I got the flu shot today!

After hearing about the flu shot all over the news I finally got it. Tom is in the hospital for the week, at least, so now was the best time for it. So here I sit with a sore arm and hives, yes, hives. Unfortunately I've had a reaction to the last few vaccines in one way or another so the hives are just something I have to avoid scratches. Now we have one less thing to worry about giving Tom.

I need to vent

I'm not good with words and I don't always know what to say. I worry, a lot. Things don't make sense right now and being told the doctors know what they're doing, or they have a plan, or anything along those lines doesn't help. It actually frustrates me more and makes me want to scream, but I can't. Who do I scream and complain to? I know how certain things are suppose to be and when they're not that way, it's hard to understand. Things have been made worse in the past because things were done one way. I don't have a real way to vent without worrying that I will upset someone.